Thursday, February 19, 2009

White Birch


This is a photo of me getting ready for a big hug with the birch tree.

I love birch trees. They remind me of the moments I spent exploring through crunchy leaves in the northern forest backyards of my youth. The big birch trees partnered with the thin red copper gloss stick shrubs, (probably Betula nana, the "Dwarf Birch.")

The villages of trees prepared themselves for winter.

There was a smell. It was musty but sweet. The birch trees had these little stacks of seeds that crumbled so gently between curious fingertips.

Knowledge is gained; the realization of one, dissolving into many and gliding away so silky and light. What holds us together? Some sort of combination of rain, sun, dirt, wind, and maybe oil or some magnetic force. And what shakes us apart?

Natives of the Northeastern Forests used these trees for making canoes, shingling their roofs and making containers to store food and medicine.

Birch bark is thin and papery. The “Paper Birch” has special resinous oils which preserve the bark, near indefinitely.

Birch trees come in Red, White, Black, Silver and Yellow. Collect them in all sizes. The leaves between the different colors are similar with double serrated edges and feather-veins.

Birch trees tend to prefer a northern temperate climate. I ask the birch, “What is it about this place that makes you stay?” I admit, summer time in a birch grove is heavenly, “But dear bitch tree, how do you make it through a northern winter?”

The Layers Show
TOO MANY! Is it spring yet?!

Monday, February 16, 2009

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Cabin Fever (even though we had a thaw - blah blah blah)


Getting out into nature can be very therapeutic. When spring hits full swing, I promise the skin I live in, to be outside 95% of the time. Modern buildings, with their heavy structures, give us humans a false sense of security. Fires burn in Australia; water and wind slosh all around the globe with different ebbs, flows, beauties and sorrows.

This past autumn I had an epiphany of sorts while sitting in the woods listening to the leaves fall. WARNING; I am not saying it’s a cure-all; in fact it could take you deeper into the unknown. While sitting there, I experienced calm, comfort, assurance, but anxiety always seems to be a creep away. This is my close, personal description of one of the most standard human experiences. Is a hunter right behind me, colorblindly seeing my Girl Pink as Deer Brown? Are big brothers watching and teasing? Is god taking scrupulous notes? Right there, a creep away? Are they standing on your shoulders? They are standing on my shoulders.

But once you come to terms with this presences, there is a freedom in knowing the inescapable position we find ourselves in. “Ah, I will feel pain when I feel pain. I will feel joy when I feel joy. These elements shall ebb and flow like Earth, the macrocosm we inhabit.

This past week Northern Michigan experienced a February thaw, with temperatures reaching near 60 degrees Fahrenheit. I did indeed experience moments of joy when not having to dress to full layer capacity. This feeling this feeling; perhaps it’s the sap surging up through my roots.

Is a blank canvas an empty imagination? Or a full one?

The Layers Show (19 degrees Fahrenheit)

Pink Hat, $10 Walgreen’s Downtown Seattle
Sunglasses, $12 Walgreen’s U Village Seattle
Bright Blue Tee, $2.50, Village Discount Chicago
Smartwool Underlayer, $50, Uncle Something, Chicago
Woolrich Green Zipper Turtle Neck, $2.50, Goldmine, P-town
Neck warmer, over priced, REI, Chi-burbs
Black fleece hoodie, $2.50, Goldmine, P-town
Pink ‘n Brown hoodie vest, $20, K-mart, Seattle
Bright Yellow safety socks, $1.00, New Beginnings, Harbor Springs
Pink Burton Mittens, Thanks Barbra! Christmas present.
Ring, Thanks Daphna! Christmas present LONG time ago.

A weekend Island getaway with some of the best birders, foxers, and river skiiers in Northern Michigan………priceless.

Monday, February 9, 2009

With Anxious Wings I Flutter in and out of Love with Life


The caravan began gathering long before I joined. I woke up early, ready for a weekend of exploration. I woke up prepared, dehydrated and hungover after an evening of tasting wine for a good cause.

They were observing bald eagle habitat, and the creatures which inhabit it.

We drove to the rendezvous point; the air was moist and teasing of spring. We parked in the airport and waited for the caravan of observers and identifiers. I sat in the truck and listened to NPR reports of our recessing economy. I got out of the truck to stretch and watched a plane fly past a bird on it’s way to landing in the tiny airport.

The caravan arrived. We shuffled gear and food supplies from car to car. We were off to the Yoop for adventures galore.

We saw snowy owls.

We spotted them then watched them as they perched atop things, bearing the cold with down feathered coats. The wind splashed through their feathers as their heads twisted in free rotation; eyes piercing creepy as if you were looking into a mirror and seeing the face of god. It made me want to jump like I was a spooked horse, but then bringing my eyes back to the group grounded my thoughts and I was able to see the silliness, beauty and awe in it all.


These lone creatures perched in postures of wisdom, carrying eyes of all knowingness, contrast the love that radiated from our mobile gypsy camp. We be characters from all walks of life united by the fascination of gawking god straight in the face and saying “Hey! I am either going to analyze the hell out of this or simple absorb atmosphere like a sponge.”


The flat stretches of landscape held a thick mist of cold damp February thaw. Earth danced through particles of frigid humidity, brushing against our open skin, invigorating our spirits as we huddled around “the scope,” outside of our travel mobiles.

We Observed.

We looked at things. We looked at countryside until the image of birds appeared. We trekked through snow until we found coyote mating tracks. We sloshed through sticky heavy snow on our snowshoes. We bantered and chattered past beaver chews and dammers. We used tools like binoculars to observe in the present. We used tools like cameras to observe in the future. We used these tools to focus-in, on the eye of god. We used our ears to listen to the voice of god through the tweeddle-dee-dee’s of a unidentified birds.



We observed a fox, taking a lazy Sunday nap, curled up on a box, dreaming of maple sap. Some of us caught a glimpse of a flying rabbit, flapping dangerously low through the trees, while others went “all the way” home skiing on the Saint Mary’s River.



We flowed like the rushing riving below the ice cover we skied on. We broke apart and we united for an amazing experience of group solitude and recovery. We took care of ourselves; we listened to our bodies calls to be stretched or to nap or sun bathe, after a long day of skiing. We took care of each other with fire stoking, tea brewing, food making, silent sharing, song playing and love radiating.

Together we watched in awe of a woodpecker pecking. Together we watched in awe of a setting sun splashing golden laser beams into the living room and kitchen. The bay windows over looked the Saint Mary’s River as if we were cruising in the bow of a freighter. Together we watched that power slightly removed from us pain layers upon layers of atmosphere with a sky blue pink paintbrush.

Friday, February 6, 2009

10% Represent



Hi. I am Nellie and I represent one of 10% of Michiganders who are “unemployed.” This statement is not the whole truth, but one angle indeed.

Another word I like to use is, “under-employed.” I have heard other Organic Farmers use this word to describe their scenarios. Generally, I have been keeping myself busy, “freelancing” some web work and other miscellaneous projects. Even as an “under-employed” individual, I still find that there are not enough hours in the day. Maybe it’s the Adrenal Fatigue, but I just can’t seem to get up before noon or become productive til 9pm. Oh how I long for long, warm, sunny days.

Jobs are strange things. They can define who you are if you let or want them to. They can build you up and they can tear you down. They can fill you with joy and ecstatic excitement. They can give you comfort, security, and a way to pay for your right to be here, yes, as if you have to pay for your right to be here. You are not enough. It’s true, unless of course you are living at home or in a monastery. But in order to break out; in order to become separate from one whole; in order to be something “other” than pure source; in order to be independent………………….SLICE………..

One must decide a path.

We are each an individual finger of the universe. There is no right or wrong. We are here to explore, to experience, to know. A path must be decided.
de⋅cide
[di-sahyd]
Origin:
1350–1400; ME deciden < MF decider < L dēcīdere lit., to cut off, equiv. to dē- DE- + -cīdere (comb. form of caedere to cut)

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Way back in the Bioneers Days


It’s been almost 4 months since the 2008 Great Lakes Bioneers Conference. I am finally now getting around to typing up this list for you. Here are some of the great local groups that were representing themselves at the oh eight Great Lakes,

Island: Institute for sustainable living, art & natural design

Taste the Local Difference: Your Guide to Local Farm Foods, Northwest Michigan

National Youth Campaign to Establish a U.S. Department of Peace: Make Peace. Make Sense. Make History

Michigan NORML: Michigan Chapter of the National Organization for the Reform of Marijuana Laws

Herbal Alliance Northern Michigan: A circle of herbal enthusiasts

Little Artshram
: Art-Farm Workshop in Traverse City

SEEDS: Fostering local solutions to global issues.

Paradigm Energy Services
: Next Generation Home Inspections

Monday, February 2, 2009

Say yah to dah UP eh


Save the wild UP eh! Say nah to da sulfide mining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you are in the Yoop area, February 18th, there is a meeting that would be very insightful for anyone to attend. I went to a public hearing on this matter back in 05, and let me tell you, I was moved, inspired, brought to tears, by the public comment on this issue. It was this meeting back in 05 which inspired me to write the song "Precious."

Here are some resources to learn more about the issue.

Save the Wild UP
Students Against Sulfide Mining

Sunday, February 1, 2009